BLACK&WHITE

-Saturday, August 30, 2008 '

ive been quite busy these 2 days. went back to fuhua on friday, then went home to catch a nap, then headed to bishan for work.

i was super late on friday morning. i was supposed to meet kok and people (i dont know who. LOL.) outside fuhua at 8.30am, but woke up at only 8.35am. then i faster wash up and chiong down already. then the 99 overshot by a stop. apparently, i thought this lady pressed the bell. her finger touch the button. i couldnt hear the DING-DONG cos i was listening to my mp3. and then, my new shoes ate the back of my foot. -.-

i got scolded quite a lot at work yesterday. Lol. it was my fault. HAHAHA. i just hope everything starts to pick up next week eh.

there was aiport training today, and welfare meeting just now. was alright la. hoho. then dined with some of the welfare people at je and then i left when they wanted to play pool. i bumped into hooikim and chongwai at the mrt station there. Lol. and then i went to kok's house. oh yes, THANKS A LOT KOK! HAHAHA.

and thats my day. heh.

you dont have the right to say that im selfish, when every word and action of yours shows the very part of you thats self-centered. im so gonna fly into a rage if they're gone one day.

11:37 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Friday, August 29, 2008 '

PLEASE STATE YOUR:

Name: Cynthia
NickName: Blobberrr
Sex: Female
Hair: I JUST DYED IT LIGHT BROWN. HAHAHA.
Age: 17
School: Singapore Polytechnic
Height: 165cm

What did you do???/What will you do???
At 11am tis morning??
- just woke up, and eating bread. (actually its yesterday la. look at the time. HAH.)
at 9pm tonite??
- 9pm just now? walking to the 196 bus stop near east coast park. HEHEHE.
at ur house today??
- clean my hamster's cage, bathe, and im blogging now.

Do you Believe in..
Yourself??
- maybe?
God??
- probably.
Love??
- i dont know.
Miracles??- yeah.

Have you ever...
look at the person you <3??
- yeah.
eat something you hate??
- yeah. and then i know im gonna hate it.
being rejected??
- YES. WHEN CALLING PEOPLE TO GO CSCC WELFARE GAMES DAY 08/09. LOL!
kiss someone??
- YEAH. MY MAMA. SHE TOOK AWAY MY FIRST KISS, MY SECOND KISS, and the list goes on. HAHAHA.

What about now???
*eating?
- supper makes me FAT. @.@
*drinking?
- i dont wanna a swelled up face, or big eyebags tmr morning. heh.
*doing?
- LIKE BLOGGING. DUH. (i did not remove hweeyee's answers. HAHAHA.)
*thinking about?
- sec sch life. i miss it horribly.

Which is better?
a little boyboy or a little galgal??
- both. :D
a normal fren or a trust fren??
- trust.
hug or kisses??
- hugs.
tall or short??
- tall.
flip or slide phone??
- slide.

5 ppl to tag
kok keong, liling, MELISSA!, joshua, esmund.
(go to hweeyee's blog to copy and paste. i know you cant select things on my blog. HAHAHA.

many many many thanks to this person who counselled me just now. i finally got to see things in another perspective, and i've finally let things out, after so long. thank you many many many. :D

oh yes, and i learned of this girl who is very strong. :)

2:22 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Thursday, August 28, 2008 '

i've got another bbq tmr, and its at east coast park too. HAHAHA. but this one i sure not gonna stay overnight. HAHAHA. cos friday gng back fuhua. heh.

if i could split myself into 2, NOT PHYSICALLY LA, LOL, the more sensible one would be scolding the one thats not as sensible. ahya, you all understand, then understand la. HAHAHA. if no, then im lazy to explain too. HEHEHE. :D

OH YES. I FORGOT TO DO THIS LONG AGO.
HELLO YUEYIN!
-WAVES FRANTICALLY-

and and and, zhenying got read blogs one leh, so,
HELLO ZHENYING!
-WAVES FRANTICALLY-

HAHAHA. :D

1:13 AM;
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-Wednesday, August 27, 2008 '

went to make the airport pass today. and it was raining all around the island. and i swear i wont buy grey lenses ever again. EVER. you know, the airport pass, the picture has colour. then. my hair and my eye colour, dont match. HAHAHA. BUT. im stuck with the pass for one year. so, one month later. i'll be wearing brown lenses again. HAHAHA.

after making the airport pass, went to eat bk with cher eng. talked a bit, and then i went to yishun to meet hweeyee to go shopping. HAHA. to buy the formal pants and black shoes. METRO SELLS REALLY COMFY SHOES EH. LOL! those people (esp girls) who want shoes that are not carnivorous, you guys shld try metro. hehehe.

and then trained to chinese garden. i really walked as fast as i could to try to go meet weikiat they all. then when i reached the fuhua bus stop, ruiyang say they boarded a bus already. -.- HAHAHA. WEIKIAT, YOU'RE SO DAMN LUCKY THAT IM IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY, OR YOU'LL DEFINITELY DIE ON FRIDAY. HAHAHA. anw, that brisk walk was a good exercise. heh.

and then i went home after that. :D

and i realised that i sucked as a girlfriend.

8:54 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

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my eyebags are so horribly prominent.
credits to mandy for the photo. HAHAHA.

10:24 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

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BACK FROM THE BBQ. :D

was quite fun, i think. but, ehehehe, i had to admit, i was quite a wet blanket, and this made me feel that the bbq isn't as fun as i expected. i hoped i didn't affect you guys. =x

AND SUPER MARIO IS VERY FUN LO. i didn know it was so fun. HAHAHA. i was screaming my lungs out with hweeyee when i was watching her play, or when she was watching me play. HAHAHA. cooking mama 2 is fun too, but i kinda suck at it. =x

the part that i enjoyed the most was cycling. EHEHEHE. i was looking forward to it the entire day/night. HAHA. and then we had to complete a mission when we were cycling back from the end of east coast park. that is, TO HIT HWEEYEE'S BUTT WHILE CYCLING. HAHAHA. cos, shes leading, and then, its something like a challenge too. the 2nd mission was to hit my butt, but i escaped it, cos mandy didn complete the first mission, so everyone cant advance. HAHAHA. and mandy, you bluffed me. x(

then truth or dare. HAHAHA. my dare was to ask a girl what is the brand of her bra. HAHAHA. the first girl couldnt rmb, and her boyfriend seemed kinda irritated. so i thanked her and started to target someone else. then, came this couple. i asked, and then she said "what..fuck?!?". HAHAHA. she was damn shocked. but she apologised for using vulgarity. LOL! then she told me. and then i thanked her. HAHAHAHA. for more info on the truth or dares, GO TO SHIRLEY'S BLOG! actually, they're all dares. HAHAHA.

then cycled more, and then bused to bedok, and trained home. :D

and lastly,

i should get the other version from melissa when she flies back. i think its prettier. HEHEHE. i'll send the photos (only 2. HAHA.) tmr eh. :D

alright. im gng sleep now. gng meet cher eng at the airport tmr! :D NITES PEOPLE.

&NITES DAC 09! <3 <3 <3

i fell in love with a bastard.

2:19 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Tuesday, August 26, 2008 '

YOU KNOW WHY IM UP AND BLOGGING SO EARLY?!? COS I CANT SLEEP. apparently, the same thing happened to hweeyee. HAHAHAHA.

here are the reasons that i have identified for not being able to sleep well.
1. exams over. too happy. HAH.
2. BBQ later. too excited. :D
3. I GOT A NEW HAIR COLOUR. WOOOOOOOOOOOO!
4. all the econs stuff are trying their best to get outta my head.
5. IM GONNA WEAR GREY LENSES LATER. SO EXCITED! HAHAHA.
6. its damn cold. (apparently, i cant hibernate. Lol.)
7. my pillow stinks of the hair dye. HAHA.
8. i was worrying if i cant last through tonight if i cant sleep well.
9. i was thinking about the HYPM thing last night. LOL.
10. !!! (trying my very best to find the last possible reason!) OH. LATER GNG MEET DOREEN, BS AND CW TO BUY TEACHERS' DAY GIFTS. HEH.

SEE THE BOLD ONES. THEY CONTRIBUTE THE MOST TO MY INABILITY TO SLEEP WELL. HAHA.

so, after i logged off last night. i went to feed my hamsters, and then, went to bed. i think i woke up every 2 hours, around that time la, then there was once i heard my hamster scream. so i walked to the cage to check if everything is alright. must be the guy wanna do something to the girl again. heh. then i walk back to my bed. toss and turn. and then, its 8am already. @.@

and here i am, blogging. im hungry now. gng find something to fill my stomach. and then, im gng pack my table, and the table beside my table, and tidy the things on my piano. they're very messy, according to my mama. but thats normal. HAHAHA.

9:04 AM;
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-Monday, August 25, 2008 '

AND THE EXAMS AND TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER! YAY! IM DAMN HIGH NOW. HAHA.

and so, i went down to shirley mah with melissa to dye our hair. its not copper, like what i wanted, cos the stylist said copper doesnt suit my skin colour. im not gonna blog my hair colour here, cos i think i would get quite some tags about it. YOU ALL SEE THEN COMMENT LA. HEH. :D

then went to makan with melissa at cu. then bus back to boon lay with her. :D

CLASS BBQ TMR! IM LOOKING SO DAMN FORWARD TO IT, EVEN IF IT MAY NOT BE LIKE WHAT WE EXPECT IT TO BE. I DONT CARE. IM SO GONNA PLAY MY GUTS OUT TMR. WAHAHAHA!

and theres no work on thursday. BUT. im gng dine at cafe cartel. for what? TO SEE THE MENU LA.

IM GNG PLAY PM WITH HWEEYEE AND MANDY NOW. UPDATE MORE NEXT TIME! :D

11:30 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Sunday, August 24, 2008 '

i seriously hate it when they try to get me to throw away, or give away my precious things. they're so dear to me. why can't they get it? they're awfully precious to me. so just shut up already.

then again, i doubt they know how i feel.

9:10 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Friday, August 22, 2008 '

im not gonna back down this time.

5:15 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Thursday, August 21, 2008 '

HAHAHA. look at the cbox. my tagboard everytime siaosiao one leh. there were times it said said like "windows explorer cannot..." something like that, den i cant see my cbox. all i see is the kind of page that you see when you're disconnected from the network. HAHA.

and i love my new blogskin (which is obviously not made by me. HAHAHA.).

12:03 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Wednesday, August 20, 2008 '

before i went to school today, i went to get batteries for my calculator. but, the electronics shop is not opened yet. so i went to the bookshop to get a ruler, and to check out if they sell batteries there. THE UNCLE IS DAMN FIERCE EH. fierce and rude ah. i actually got my ruler to the counter first, and then wanted to ask if he sells batteries. then he just say "yi kuai" in that "hurry and pay up and get lost" attitude. -.-

SO TO CUT THE LONG STORY SHORT, i got my batteries from him, and i got a set of small screwdrivers (JUST TO OPEN UP MY CALCULATOR. -.-) and then i headed to school already. heh.

AND! I GOT MY PAY. like finally. i seriously didn expect that amount of money la. really really really. HAHAHA. im gonna work more this holiday, and then, i'll treat people! :D

anw, anyone wanna go dine at cafe cartel? i wanna go dine there again. HAHA. and shun bian look through the menu to familiarise myself with the items again. HAHAHA. (thats actually the main purpose. i'm not really going there to savour the food. heh.) :D :D :D

and of the things that i have planned for my holiday, one has to be striked out already. :( my mama wont allow. she thinks that its a waste of $$$. -sigh-

IM LOOKING SO DAMN FORWARD TO THE CLASS BBQ NEXT WEEK EH. and theres so many things thats gonna happen next week. ive got my things planned out nicely already. (including my work schedule. =x hehehe.) next week's gonna be one fun (and actually quite busy) week. HAHAHA. theres also airport training on saturday and sunday. AND AND AND. welfare meeting after airport training on saturday. CHALET 08/09. :D (work is on thursday and friday, but i'll be going back to fuhua before work. :D )

im so gonna play my guts out this holiday. and also work my guts out too. HAH.

and btw, pacc is over. :D

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY
JOYCE HO!
(i dont know if you'll be reading this though. Lol.)
anw, STAY BUBBLY EH! :D :D :D

8:28 PM;
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-Monday, August 18, 2008 '

i just wanna say this,
im really thankful
for this girl
who is always looking out for people,
not only me,
but im one of them.

really really thank you.
I guess she knows how im feeling inside out,
when i dont even need to say anything.
Thank you.
:) :) :)

11:22 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

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FOM IS OVER. (provided that i pass the exam. Lol.)

i believe i did my best to make the answers appear right. HAHAHA. you know, like, writing many many many words to make the answer appear long, to make it seem like its worth the 4 marks allocated to it. HAHA.

the things that im confident about are the definitions, except for those that were from lecture 4 and 12. i only studied a bit of lecture 4, and flipped through lecture 12 at around 4.30pm today. so i kinda blabbered my way through the last question, and the questions on retailing. HAHAHA.

anw, sumo house for dinner again today. HAHA.

alright, im gonna watch my Special A 19, then go sleep already. :D

i cant help but admit that im

really

lazy,

to the extent of that. -points the red circle in the above picture- HAHAHA.

(alright, i know it doesn't look like a circle. HAH.)

11:09 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Thursday, August 14, 2008 '

Sky of Love (Koizora)

Taiyou no Uta

Tada Kimi wo Aishiteru

ALL THESE ARE REALLY NICE. i watched koizora yesterday afternoon, and cried bucket loads. go watch people! :D

and i purposely chose that koizora image, cause, LOOK AT THE DATE OF RELEASE! 14February2008! VALENTINE'S DAY! :D :D :D (i still rmb going to fuhua on valentine's day. Lol.)

10:23 PM;
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EC CA3 today. it was kinda hard. tougher than i expected. and as usual, i hard problems sensing the purpose and all. i couldn't even spot the singlish properly. @.@

anw, MAMA SAID IF I DONT GO DOWN TO COLLECT MY PAY, THEY'RE GONNA TAKE IT. @.@ NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! MY HARD WORK EH! (actually, i already spent away my pay. you know, my pay is actually accrued revenue, and i spent quite a lot since i started work. way more than what my pay can cover. so cash at bank goes downnnnn. HAHAHA.

and i got my specs already. HEHEHE. i couldnt adapt to the new specs after wearing it, and the ground seemed to be really round, and everything seemed really floaty. LOL. then i went back to the optician after walking 20 metres away from it, and asked the optician if he could check for me if the degree was right. it was. -.- AHYA. the main point is, i got my new specs. Lol.

I HATE JACKFRUITS. TSK. THEY STINK. and i have 2 of them at home cos my uncle gave it to us. @.@

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN!
May your laughter become more and more infectious!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

7:39 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Wednesday, August 13, 2008 '

and now, i can finally post the photos taken on sunday! :D :D :D

chong wai's fingers.

and his fingers again.

and again.

AND NOW ITS THE GIRLS' FINGERS! HAHA.

ONE!

TWO!

THREE!

FOUR!

FIVE! HAHAHA.

SIX! MEOW! HEH.

SEVEN! SHOOT DOREEN! HAHA.

EIGHT! MY SIGNATURE POSE! -BLOB-

NINE! i dont know why nine is superman. HAHA.

TEN! AND WE'RE A BUNCH OF AWFULLY SHY KIDS. HAHA.

I DIDN KNOW MY HAIR WAS THIS LONG. LOL!

BENJAMIN AND I LOVE SINGAPORE! WOOOOO! HAHA.

and the 2 guys who were sitting on the journey to jurong east. Lol.

HAHAHA. im really looking forward to friday leh. and ms chan still ask the people who are going to prepare an inspiring speech for her class who is gna take their o level exams this year. hohoho.

AND ITAB IS OVER. @.@ but there are still other things to study eh. and sorry porky, for bangseh-ing you last night. =x

okiokioki. im gng slack for a little while, then go study already. FOM FOM FOM!

ohya, credits to hooikim for the photos! :D

12:58 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Tuesday, August 12, 2008 '

the seoul garden lunch is having its effects on me already. T.T

i'll be quite busy these few days, again. -.- and im looking damn forward to this friday eh. im gng back to fuhua. HOHOHO. and im gna treat derek to something, AND CONGRATS TO DEREK FOR GETTING A1 FOR CHINESE EH! :D :D :D

did quite a lot of itab today, and im gonna continue after this entry. and taught zhenying today. he said he has yet come across a day that he sees me eyebag-less. HAHAHA. true. i totally cant deny that. HAHA.

alright. im gng back to itab already. I SERIOUSLY HAVE POOR TIME MANAGEMENT LA. TSK.

8:01 PM;
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-Monday, August 11, 2008 '

it has been exactly a month.

CLASS GATHERING!

AHAHA. the first pic is a normal group photo. and after all some funny poses, and they-all-know-what, we started taking the cam-whoring photos with the numbers! the 2nd picture, apparently shows number 8. my signature number. which is actually a sotong thats blobbing. WHAT A WONDERFUL IDEA FROM KOK! HAHAHA!

alright, im gng back to mugging already. @.@ OHYA. i made new specs today. but its only gonna be done on thursday. heh.

'cause i've been waiting all my life, for someone just like you.

9:34 PM;
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QUIZ FROM MELISSA AGAIN! :D

::Vital Stats::

Your gender
Female :D

Straight/Gay/Bi
Straight

Single?
Yeah.

If not, do you want to be?
depends on who my partner is eh.

Your age
17

Age you act:
17. HAHAHA. :D

Eye colour
slight brown. damn pretty i think. HAHAHA.

Happy with it?
yeah. but i still do wear brown colour contacts. BUT IM BUYING GREY CONTACTS SOON! :D

Hair color:
black and brown. because i highlighted reddish-brown, and the red kinda dropped off, and im left with the brown, and plus the black hair grew out already.

Your living arrangement
i sleep with my ah ma. :D

Your family…
papa mama bro & ah ma.

Have any pets?
yeah. hamsters, and fishies (reared by my parents. Lol.)

What’s your job?
student, and im working part time at cafe cartel bishan. its been exactly one month since i last worked there. i'll most prolly be working there during the holidays. ehehehe.

Piercings?
the visible ones are 1 on the left and 2 on the right.

Tattoos?
dont have. :D

Do you speak another language?
i speak hainanese, but recently, i discovered that this dialect im speaking may not be hainanese! @.@

Have a favourite quote?
ni3 ping2 shen3 me4 shuo1 wo3 zhe4 yang4? (what right do you have to say me?) HAHAHA. i bet aaron and pearlyn are damn familiar with this. HAHAHA.

Do you have a web page?
yeah. you're actually reading it now. hoho.

::Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it::

Do you live in the moment?
somehow, i dont get this. HAHA.

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?
yeah, a bit, not very. i stress again, A BIT ONLY AH.

Do you have any secrets?
errr. i think i do. HAHA. everyone has right!

Do you hate yourself?
at times, yes. when i dont achieve what i expect from myself. its a bad habit la. HAHA.

Do you like your handwriting?
YEAH. I LIKE IT, when i spend time to write it. when i take welfare minutes, i dont. its totally calligraphy. HAHAHA.

Do you have any bad habits?
there there there, i just mentioned one 2 questions before. hoho.

What is the compliment you get from most people?
HAHAHA. i seriously cant remember. Lol.

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?
ATTACK OF THE SEA MONSTER. HAHAHA.

What’s your biggest fear?
i wont say. sorry people. heh.

Can you sing?
yeah, and then i'll shatter everything around me thats made of glass. HAHAHA. and prolly scare my hamsters awake, and they'll prolly think that a natural disaster is gonna take place. HAHAHA.

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?
errr, nope. :D

Are you a loner?
nope. :D

What are the 5 priorities in life?
in alphabetical order, boyfriend, family, friends, money and studies. :D

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
yeah. i would bluff cynthia so often, for my self-entertainment. HAHAHA.

Are you a daredevil?
nope.

Are you passive or aggressive?
passive most of the times.

What is your greatest strength and weakness?
im damn indecisive. you guys add the in the strength for me. hohoho.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
the way i handle things, i seriously dislike this indecisive-ness of mine.

Do you think you are emotionally strong?
they say i am, but i know very clearly that im not. heh.

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?
YES. just yesterday, or this morning, i was thinking about this thing that i regret so much. i could have treasured it now, if i had done it. tsk.

Do you think life has been good so far?
hell yeah. i think im really really really lucky to have entered DAC 09, and cscc welfare, and of course know the people from 4e3'07. they're the reason that i smile, laugh, talk and cry. thank you people! :D

What is the most important lesson you’ve learned from life?
HAHAHA. im not v sure leh. (esmund, dont kill me eh. i know i skipped TONS of question already. hohoho.)

Do you think you are good looking?
its not up to me to say. i wish i was. :D

Are you confident?
not enough. x(

::Do You…::

Smoke?
nope.

Do drugs?
nope

Read the newspaper?
at most twice weekly and at least once weekly. (actually, there are times that i dont read the papers for more than a week. heh.)

Pray?
kinda like say something like "i hope that ..." in my heart before i go to sleep.

Go to church?
never. Lol

Talk to strangers who IM you?
WHATS IM?!?

Ignore people online?
yeah. just recently, cos i was really busy, i had to ignore msn chats from esmund and johnson one night. Lol.

Take walks in the rain?
yeah, when i dont have an umbrella and its raining. (duh. -.-) even when i do have an umbrella, i'll walk in the rain, cos im lazy to dry the umbrella, and fold it nicely and then keep it when i reach my destination. HAHAHA.

Talk to people even though you hate them?
yeah, i do. but i'll shorten the replies by a whole lot, and hope that the other party gets the idea of what im trying to do. Lol. but currently, i dont have anyone that i hate, or dislike. ohya, doesnt mean that if i dont talk to you, i hate you. :)

Drive?
im considering eh. HAHAHA.

Whose your bestfriend in class?
YUEYIN! I JUST SAW HER TODAY! :D

Do you believe in love at first sight?
maybe, but most prolly not.

Last person you talked to online?
kenneth, the person who didn join us for the lunch at seoul garden. YOU BETTER GO THE NEXT TIME AH. :D

:: Love and All That::

Do you consider love a mistake?
nope, and i dont think i will.

What do you find romantic?
when he chats with his friend about his friend's girlfriend, and suddenly misses me so much that he calls, cause he wanna hear my voice.

Turn-on?
i dont know. (dont kill me esmund. HAHAHA.)

Turn-off?
petty guys. HAHA.

First kiss?
Lol.

If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?
i would feel kinda sorry, cos he kinda wasted his time. i hope i dont sound mean. but thats seriously what i feel la. =x

Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them?
OF COURSE. i will never ever go for blind dates. i think its kinda hard to find the right guy throught this method, so this is a waste of time as well. Lol.

Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out?
nope. i think if a girl asks a guy (not her boyfriend) out, it gives me the impression that she kinda desperate in wanting that guy to be her boyfriend. this is just the way i think la.

Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?
yeah. i really feel that its the character that matters.

Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?
someone answer this please. Lol.

What is best about the opposite sex?
they're really good friends among themselves. i hope you guys get what i mean. i dont really know how to say it. heh.

What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?
most of them play/watch soccer. -.-

What’s the last present someone gave you?
a necklace from my mama! :D

Are you in love?
yeah.

Do you consider your significant other hot?
i dont have a significant other. Lol.

How many exs do you ~~own~~ have?
own sounds horrible eh.

Do you approve of your girlfriend’s boyfriend?
HUH? I DONT GET IT. LOL.

Do you make fun of others’ boyfriends?
no. im not that mean. unless i know her(their) boyfriend(s) before they went steady, then i prolly will, at times.

Guilty of comparing your boyfriend to your bestfriend’s?
i've never done sucha thing. :)

Cried over a bad breakup:
nope. cos it wasnt a bad one. but after that, i did.

Whats the sweetest thing your ex did for you:
my day-before-birthday and birthday celebration.

Whats your boyfriend’s current theme song:
im single. Lol.

Whats your favourite love song?
i dont know if its a love song, but its goodbye days by YUI. its really nice. :D

How long was your last BGR?
i dont find the need to state it here. Lol.

Tag 3 people to do the quiz.

Liling, Joshua and Shirley!

and you'll conclude how i'm feeling now.

12:07 AM;
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-Saturday, August 09, 2008 '

i ate kobayashi for the first time today. i know im as suaku as ever. -.-

marketing hates me, and vice versa. actually, its more of the vice versa la. HAHAHA. i can flip that damned textbook for half an hour searching for the answer to a 6 marks question. and then i gave up, and did the accounting paper instead. hoho. today wasnt v fruitful la, BUT, if i stayed at home, i would have done nothing. NOTHING AT ALL. HAHAHA.

and so, here i am, blogging. and thats my day today. :)

seoul garden for lunch tmr, with the 4e3 people. miss them truckloads eh. though the last time i saw them was 6th june 2008, during the bbq. and i get to see yueyin, after 2 months. anw, I MISS YOU GUYS EH! :D

i love F.I.R. a lot a lot. HAHAHA. :D :D :D

11:49 PM;
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and so today, i was the only one from DAC 09 who attended the pacc lecture. HAHAHA. the lecture theatre was rather empty eh. BUT I DID PREPARE FOR LECTURE LEH. HAHAHA. i did my pacc paper this morning, and did the mcq questions on the bus.

and then there was this 30+ or 40+ lady who sat beside me, and kept looking at me do my mcq paper. AND HERES WHAT I THOUGHT. i was afraid that this lady is an accountant, then, later i wrong a lot, v malu leh. then somemore, i was kinda playing quite loud music in my ears again, then maybe she would get the wrong image of accountants-to-be. HAHAHA.

then studied itab at moberly. quite a fruitful revision. hehehe. then dinnered at jurong east ljs with aaron, edward, esmund, joshua, pearlyn and yuqin. pearlyn left after dinner to meet her friends, then the rest went to the arcade. i was quite tired, so i left first. hehehe.

i look damn haggard leh. HAHA. i got quite a shock when i looked into the mirror when i reached home. HOHOHO. must be the after-effects of staring into the laptop screen too much. heh.

ALRIGHT. im gng sleep now. nites people. gng out to study again tmr. hoho. :D and i love F.I.R. :D

HAPPY HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
&
HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY WINNIE!

12:08 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Friday, August 08, 2008 '

i actually forgot to blog this.

NEXT WEEK IS THE LAST WEEK OF USAGE FOR MY FRESHKON WINSOME BROWN ALLURING EYES! WOOOOO! and im so getting that freshkon colour fusion grey. EHEHEHE.

on the last day of the sem exams, 25th august, IM GONNA GO DYE MY HAIR WITH MELISSA! WOOOOO. anyone else wanna come along? :D :D :D

and then on the 26th august, theres the class bbq. :D (plsplspls dont go shopping for the items on 25th august! i wanna tag alonggggg.)

these are the whole lot of things worth looking forward to now. HEHEHE. and im actually planning my holidays before the exams starts. HAHAHA. er, this was actually what happened during to o levels last year too. hohoho.

alright, later gng school for pacc lecture at 1am. and then study itab in school. hohoho. :D the olympics starts today, but im not really interested. heh. :D

10:19 AM;
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1)How old do you wish you were?
im actually happy with my age, not too young, and not to old. :D

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
i think im studying in Juying Pri in Class 4E. LOL!

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
complain to my friends, and tell them not to try it. HAHAHA. word of mouth is a definitely powerful marketing tool. HAHAHA.

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
YES YES YES. HAHAHA. just kidding, its not really up to me to decide eh. :)

5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
on my back? hah. i dont know la. im not planning to get one anw. heh.

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
JAPANESE. HAHAHA. i need to settle my english first eh. -.- i stutter quite a lot. -.-

7) Do you know your neighbours?
i guess i go, but i dont really talk to them, except my door to door neighbour. heh.

8 ) What do you consider a vacation?
A HOLIDAY THAT I CAN RELAX. i wanna go japan!

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
at times, yeah. when im really really at a lost, i kinda seek help from it. heh.

10) Would you move for the person you love?
i dont think so. i kinda trust my family more. so sorry. heh.

11) Are you touchy feely?
i dont get this. if its hugs, then im not v sure myself. Lol.

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
magnets, yes. living things, not really.

13) Dream job?
dont laugh ah, a housewife. heh. :D

14) Favourite tv channels?
hmmmmm. i haven been watching tv lately. no time, the last one was channel 8 or U. Lol.

15) Favourite place to go on weekends?
anywhere, when im with the people i like to hang out with. :D

16) Showers or baths?
showers. :D

17) Do you paint your nails?
er, no. Lol.

18 ) Do you trust people easily?
ask hweeyee, and she'll definitely say no, cause shes lying.

19) What are your phobias?
FLYING COCKROACHES, spiders, and many many more. hohoho.

20) Do you want kids?
yeah. :D

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
i used to, but its rotting in one corner now. Lol.

22) Where would you rather be now?
in front of my piano.

23) Who makes you warm and fuzzy?
i dont need to say.

24) Heavy or light sleeper?
Heavy or light, depending on my level of exhaustion. after camps, its definitely HEAVY. hohoho. and on normal sunday mornings, its definitely LIGHT. x(

25) Are you paranoid?
YES. ABSOLUTELY.

26) Are you impatient?
at times. =x but i do try to bear with things la. :)

27) Who can you relate to?
people who grew up the same way as i do. actually quite a lot leh. =x

28) How do you feel about interracial couples?
er, i dont know. Lol.

29) (i'll fill this up with some other things next time. :D)

30) What’s your pick-up line?
er, i dont have la. HEHEHE.

31) What’s your main ringtone on your mobile?
十万个为什么. HAHAHA. laugh all you want la. its loud enough for me to hear it at home, and its actually my wake up alarm. I SURE WAKE UP BECAUSE ITS REALLY REALLY REALLY LOUD. :D

32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
packing my table. i think. -.-

33) What did the last text on your mobile say?
i dont wanna show it here eh. nannynanny-poopoo. HAHAHA.

34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine. and mine. i actually sleep on 2 mattresses every night. hohoho.

35) What colour shirt are you wearing?
white, and some dark blue. its not really mine leh. ehehehe.

36) Most recent movie you watched?
KUNGFU PANDA. DAMN CUTE AND DAMN FUNNY. people who didn watch, you missed out way too much. GO BUY IT WHEN IT COMES OUT!

37) Name three things you have on at all times.
my phone, my contacts/specs, and my earsticks. LOL.

38 ) Which bank do you deposit your money at?
POSB. :D

39) How much cash do you have right now?
thats a secret. shhhhh. :D

40) What’s your favourite part of the chicken?
chicken wing!

41) What’s your favourite town/city?
im actually very shy to travel (HAHAHA.), OR you can say that im extremely suaku. Singapore. hohoho.

42) I can’t wait till:
CSCC CHALET 0809! RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT ESMUND! :D

43) What did you have for dinner last night?
just now right? dinner (zhu chao/tze char) at holland drive. heh.

44) How tall are you barefoot?
1.65m. i think. I THINK okay. HAHAHA.

45) Do you own a gun?
no. not even a toy gun i think. x(

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
coffee, or tea. (i like that something nova coffee. hehehe.)

47) Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years?
still in Singapore. i guess. Lol. i dont have anything big in mind yet. heh.

48 ) Last thing you ate?
WALNUTS! they're awfully yummy. :D

49) What songs do you sing in the shower?
HAHAHA. i sang graduation by vitamin C just now. Lol.

50) Last thing that made you laugh?
msn-ing with zhenying just now, cos he was saying how horrible he was with itab. LOL.

51) Worst injury you ever had?
dislocated kneecap. prolly quite trivial to some people. heh. it made me have phobia of taking bus for some time. LOL.

52) Does someone have a crush on you?
i dont know. Lol.

53) What’s your favourite candy?
the rabbit milk candy. i think. i dont really have a strong preference for a particular type.

54) What song do you want played at your funeral?
i have one in mind, but i think its kinda inappropriate. hoho.

55) Eight people to do this?
HAHAHA. 1.KOKKEONG 2.LILING 3.ESMUND 4.JOSHUA 5.JOHNSON 6.LILING 7.CHONG XIANG 8.BOONSIONG

YAY. done. :D

1:16 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Thursday, August 07, 2008 '

I DIDN BLOG FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS AGAIN. heh.

nothing much on tuesday.
nothing much on wednesday, except that there was the NDOC, and then i afk from the pic that they took. HAHA.

and today. the funniest thing, and the most embarrassing thing happened in school today. HAHAHA. joshua crashed the DAC pacc lecture today. and when aaron saw him, he thought he thought he went the wrong lecture. HAHAHA.

and the next thing was that i attempted to take Ms Sharon Tan's photo using aaron's phone. and he adjusted everything, everything except to switch off the flash. AND THEN LEH, i tried to snap, then ms tan saw the light, then she say "trying to take me photo ah?" or something like that. DAMN EMBARRASSING LO. HAHAHA. but she didn scold me or anything la, but i wont do it again. if i were the lecturer, i dont think it'll feel good when students do something like this to you. =x

then EC tutorial, and then i taught zhenying a bit of itab, and then i went to meet pearlyn again. then went to club, and then went to meet chongming, esmund and fion. then meeting.

for the next welfare event (chalet), I GOT MY POST AS THE SECRETARY. YAY! :D im gonna write my guts out for each meeting. HAHAHAHA. :D and then dined with the welfare people at holland drive there. the food is nice. :D (actually, most of the food that i try are nice, only those that really cmi, then i will say not nice. hehehe.) then, train-ed and bus-ed home.

and thats all for what happened the past few days and today (mostly today though, hohoho.) im still gng school tmr. joshua is crashing lecture again tmr. thats what he said la, dont know if he'll really do it. Lol. OH, AND CHONGWAI AND ZHONGSHENG CAME SP TODAY. and i saw wenbin after @.@ years. HAHAHA.

alright, next post shall be the quiz i promised melissa i'll do. :D

11:49 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Monday, August 04, 2008 '

AND IM BACK. HEH. haven't been blogging, cos i was out for the last 2 days. :D

SATURDAY. went to jurong green cc to watch the band performance. i shan't say much about the performance, as for the attire, -shakes head-. i dont know how many times ive said it already. since 2 years ago, till now, everything is becoming worse. Lol. ahya, i think i wont care anymore. heh.

AND THEN I TOOK THE LORRY WITH DEREK BACK TO SCHOOL. HAHAHA. we're damn suaku la, never take a big lorry before. and then i carried a timpani up with xiuyi. WE'RE STRONG OK. HAHA. and then played badminton and captains ball with the kids. HEHEHE. i was damn tired after that la. then we went to eat dessert at fuhua there. and after that, i went home to bathe, and then tutorial. @.@

SUNDAY. I HAD HELLO PANDA FOR BREAKFAST. HAHAHA. then i did more tutorial. then i went out to meet derek, kok and porky to go bugis. AND I GOT MY WATCH. HEHEHE. the cheapo kind. but i think its pretty. :D and had pepper lunch, for lunch. HAHAHA. and then we walked around a little, and trained back to boon lay.

kok and porky left first, and i hanged around with derek for a while. after that, i met up with pearlyn to do some shopping, and then went to meet the welfare people. had dinner at fish & co. its actually the 2nd time within a month leh. and the 4th time this entire year. hehehe. AND HAD THERE WAS THE BIRTHDAY RAP. WOOOOO.

AND THERES SOMETHING FREAKY THAT HAPPENED. on saturday, i ate dessert at fuhua there. i had this torn 2dollar note, which i gave the auntie to pay for my durian ice kachang, then yesterday, I GOT IT BACK FROM JOSHUA. @.@

alright then went home after that.

TODAY. i was late, cos i dilly dally, i went out, buden went home again to change shoes. HAHA. then 9.40am i was still at the 179 bus stop. Lol. i actually reached SB foyer at 10.15am (damn fast right?!?), but i still skipped lecture (for the first time! HAHA.) and went down to T21 study corner to do fom tutorial. i spent almost 2 hours there doing my tutorial. hehehe. then i went to attend the econs lecture. heh.

and ITS SHI'EN'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!

HAPPY HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!

May be able to blush more more more easily! :D :D :D

and may you become prettier! :D :D :D

and HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY LILING AND WENBIN!

MANDY MANDY MANDY! SEND ME MY SPASTIC PHOTO! HOHOHO!

8:27 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Friday, August 01, 2008 '

dined with the welfare people (aaron, edward, esmund, johnson, joshua, meixian, pearlyn, siuyun) at subway westmall just now. and i had the parmesan oregano. the mrt from je to bukit batok is damn crowded lo. @.@ i saw the worst side(prolly not the worst yet) of singaporeans when we were boarding the train. its quite a horrible sight la. tsktsktsk.

and i would like to thank the people who were there for me today. i'm sorry i kinda put you guys in a difficult spot by making you guys hard to react to what i did. im sorry to say that you guys cant really help much, but i really appreciate it when you guys showed concern for me. so, A BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO YOU GUYS. :)

i cant help but feel so stupid again.

11:36 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.